Post by Deleted on Aug 7, 2014 10:26:53 GMT -5
My situation is so 
ed up, I don't even talk to either of my parents, and it's the saddest thing in the world. I know that it is slowly eating away at me, and killing me emotionally and mentally, but I'm not the one who made the decisions.
I don't feel like going into too much detail, as id be here all day writing paragraphs, so I'm going to summarize it.
Basically my dad was a drunk so I didn't really respect him all that much, but I still considered him my father. Until he started accusing my mom of cheating on him. Every day there was fighting in the house and him always yelling. I honestly thought he was just being a crazy drunk. One day he grabbed my mom violently and I snapped. I don't remember what happened, but my brothers tell me I jumped on my dad and was just punching him in the face blow after blow. They had to pull me off him and hold me back. Havnt said a word, or even looked my dad in the eye, since then.
About 3 months after the incident I find out my mother had been cheating. The women I looked up to, and had tought me "right" from "wrong" was indeed having an affair. Keep in mind they have been married for about 20 years and have never had problems prior to this. The worst part, I'm the only one who knows. My mom was able to convince my dad he was being paranoid, and I just don't have the heart to tell my younger siblings, they look up to her. She doesn't even know I know. Basically I stopped talking to her, and she thinks I'm just being a "bad son".
Havnt spoken to her in a lil over a month now, and I'm thinking about confronting her. The problem is, I played it out in my head, and I can't think of one good outcome, but a ton of bad ones. So I'm probably going to just keep this bottled up with me till the grave.
ed up, I don't even talk to either of my parents, and it's the saddest thing in the world. I know that it is slowly eating away at me, and killing me emotionally and mentally, but I'm not the one who made the decisions. I don't feel like going into too much detail, as id be here all day writing paragraphs, so I'm going to summarize it.
Basically my dad was a drunk so I didn't really respect him all that much, but I still considered him my father. Until he started accusing my mom of cheating on him. Every day there was fighting in the house and him always yelling. I honestly thought he was just being a crazy drunk. One day he grabbed my mom violently and I snapped. I don't remember what happened, but my brothers tell me I jumped on my dad and was just punching him in the face blow after blow. They had to pull me off him and hold me back. Havnt said a word, or even looked my dad in the eye, since then.
About 3 months after the incident I find out my mother had been cheating. The women I looked up to, and had tought me "right" from "wrong" was indeed having an affair. Keep in mind they have been married for about 20 years and have never had problems prior to this. The worst part, I'm the only one who knows. My mom was able to convince my dad he was being paranoid, and I just don't have the heart to tell my younger siblings, they look up to her. She doesn't even know I know. Basically I stopped talking to her, and she thinks I'm just being a "bad son".
Havnt spoken to her in a lil over a month now, and I'm thinking about confronting her. The problem is, I played it out in my head, and I can't think of one good outcome, but a ton of bad ones. So I'm probably going to just keep this bottled up with me till the grave.
