Post by Yukio Blaze on Jul 24, 2008 11:44:00 GMT -5
If you were told a earth shattering secret that would make you break down and basically make you go insane, would you want to go back to the past and prevent it to be told to you, or would you still want the same consequences that were put forth to you......
....Thats all I can think about at the moment. Forget me losing a WFWF World Title match, or even be demoted to the WFDC, because I could careless at the moment. I dont even care at the moment that I have a match this week against Jake Slash, because I just dont give a damn about him. I'm facing the truth, the reality, the betrayal, and everything else that has bestowed me. I havent talk to any of my family since the pay-per-view and in fact, the last person I talked to was Napoleon as I was leaving the arena with the so called "arena security". It just hurts as I have nothing to say to my family, or anyone for that matter, but rather, I want to speak to the cold bastard that is behind this all. I'm going to surprise him, like he did me.
[/b]....Thats all I can think about at the moment. Forget me losing a WFWF World Title match, or even be demoted to the WFDC, because I could careless at the moment. I dont even care at the moment that I have a match this week against Jake Slash, because I just dont give a damn about him. I'm facing the truth, the reality, the betrayal, and everything else that has bestowed me. I havent talk to any of my family since the pay-per-view and in fact, the last person I talked to was Napoleon as I was leaving the arena with the so called "arena security". It just hurts as I have nothing to say to my family, or anyone for that matter, but rather, I want to speak to the cold bastard that is behind this all. I'm going to surprise him, like he did me.
Driving, driving, stopping for gas, seeing headlights, white and yellow lines gets to a man mentally real quick. Occasionally, roadkill is a nice sight, but only the kind that been dead for a while and appears to be bloated. Otherwise, than that, its all the same. I look up to the rear view mirror to see if anyone is behind me, but all I see is a shell of a man. Long hair like a hippie from the sixties, bumps and bruises all over my face from years of abuse. I look back to the road to see the sun rising from the horizon and still no cars in sight. I try to turn the knob on for the radio, but get nothing but fizzles and static. Curiously, I look back at the mirror to see myself, again. People say you can tell a lot by a person to look into their eyes, but in my case, alot would be a encyclopedia full of knowledge and useless junk. I look into my eyes and see a stranger lost in this world. Just your average joe looking to live everyday better and different. I have the eyes of a stranger and with these stranger eyes, I notice that its my turn. Going from asphalt to dirt road in a busted old Mercury isnt to good for the tires and shocks, but I gotta do this.
Ah, the welcoming committee. The guard directing me to park, which I gladly oblige, but I rather drive it right through the metal gate, but whatever. I'm doing to usual, turning of the ignition, opening the door, exiting and then slamming the door back. Stranger familiar I must say. Its like a case of Deja Vu. Walking up to the gate, kicking the sand, gravel, and rocks with every step, up until I get to the booth and fence, when the booth guard comes out.[/b]
State your business sir
I'm here for a visit. The name should be a Johnathan Parker.
Let me see here....
When he said let me see here, he whips out a phone book of sorts, but it haves the names of all the inmates. Jesus I never knew this place had so many whack jobs. He flips and he flops the pages, until he finds it.[/b]
Alright sir. Here is your pass and since he is under direct security, you will only have five minutes with him.
Alright and thank you
The usual, he opens the gate and off I am into the building. A simple walk to the doors, but thankfully none of these men inside here will ever she the outside of these doors again. I see they put up automatic doors, nice touch. New metal detector aswell. I take me keys out and place them on the tray, along with my chain wallet, and watch. Walk under the detector and sound as a pound, no lights and whistles. Bad part, I dont get my stuff back until I'm ready to leave. So I'm walking and walking, until I get to a nurses station. Attractive young woman and I ask her a simple question...[/b]
Nurse, could you page a Doctor Bill Logan please. I would like to talk to him for a moment.
Sure thing. Paging Dr. Logan to nurses station twelve, Paging Dr. Logan to nurses station twelve. It should only take a couple of minutes.
Thank you.
I walk off to the side, up against a wall waiting for the doctor to approach. So I turn by back for a minute to look at this picture hanging on the wall and its the famous "Screaming Man, or Scream" for short. Fitting piece for a nut job, and then a hear a voice from behind me and a tap on the shoulder.[/b]
Can I help you with something Mr...
Spencer, Jeff Spencer
So you are Jeff Spencer. I talked to your uncle of the phones a couple f days ago and he had a feeling that you would come to see me.
He did, didnt he. My Uncle, always ahead of things.
I also know why your here, so lets take a walk.
There is something with this doctor and I cant put my finger on it, but I'll walk with him.
Let me start from the beginning. He didnt come under my care from being arrested for dog fighting at first. Seems simple at that, but it isnt.
Why is that Doc.
Well, the way he was arrested was to convenient for his standards. I say that because when he was evaluated at a hospital for your basic evaluation, he came up to not only be one of the smartest men that I've ever seen, IQ wise, but that he is the most insane man I've ever met....
I hear him talking about Parker and all I can think of is how that can be. Its like this is a movie being played out. A complex one at that.[/b]
I'm sorry. Are you losing me ?
No not at all, continue.
With that said. He came under my care right after this. I started to break through to him and thats when all this came to fruition, your wife and nieces car accident, and eventual death and that he has a split personality. His good and normal side is Johnathan Parker, and basically his bad side is Cid.
But what I cant understand is why he befriended me like that. I trusted him with my life and come to find out, he is the evil to my good. I just think its a bunch of....
a bunch of what Mr Spencer, Bull. I really wish it was but it isnt. You really wanna know why he wanted your trust and why he gained your trust, its because......
Paging Doctor Logan. Emergency area immediately. Emergency area immediately...
I'm Sorry Mr Spencer, but I must go. I'll try to contact you either later or sometime tomorrow. I'll tell you then.
Tell me what. Tell me what Doctor. What does Parker really want me for!!!!!!!!!
The doctor runs around the corner as nurses and other doctors follow him. I stand in the middle of the walkway and I cant keep my composure as I'm screaming and yelling, until I see security coming my way.[/i]
I want to know the truth doctor. I want to know why he wants me dead. I want to know why he killed my family. Why, why did you do this parker. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I drop down to both knees and I cry and I cry. Everything flashes before my eyes, Jolie's 6th birthday. I think about my wedding day with Jessie and all the moments we shared together. I'm supposed to be the sane one, but every time I will look at someone and they look back, its like looking into the Eyes Of The Insane. He has made me insane.......[/i][/center]
The Ultimatum
Kraig and Napoleon and do everything in their powers to break me, or at least try to break me. I can really careless about our match Slash because I can already foresee the events in the match. Your going to try to copy Obo with the hardcore hijinks and possibly grab a weed whacker, to try to cut my body wide open. You need to realize that wrestling is more that just wrestling, and more than the glitz and glamor. Wrestling is all about respect Slash and I do believe that you have never shown that to me. I show respect to everyone from the newbies to the veterans, all the way up to the legends. Take those words at the up most Slash, because I'm only going to tell those to you once. Win, lose, or draw in this match, I'm going the distance and if that means the "B" show, so be it Slash.
" ... I'm reading that with a visual image and I just find it funny, and I really don't think I'm supposed to.
