how to decide if your a heel or a face

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I've always taken pride in being a Face at life, thanks to where I come from and the family I was born in, who raised me, ect....

...But my outlook on life is very much 'against the grain' (Atheist/borderline Satanist; Unpatriotic; Despite idiots in all walks of life), so I'm looked at as more of a Heel in life - which fits perfect, because even thou they're disliked, Heels are often more brutally honest than Faces are.

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You're correct, LaVeyan Satanism. I consider myself borderline because I won't commit to the church; however, alot of the ideals and philosophies that are expressed in LaVeyan Satanism, is what I also believe in (respect others who give you respect, deprive love from others who deprive love from you, revenge is acceptable, indulgence is acceptable, harming children is unacceptable, believing in yourself rather than believing in a "god"). Why I won't commit to the church, is they take believing in yourself to a whole nother extreme (where it's ok to rely on your own inner strength; I feel it's not ok to believe you yourself is a "god", as that's how a lot of people become egotistical, which leads to all sorts of drama that's unnecessary). The church also finds it acceptable to practically rape a woman, if she's dressed like she's "asking for it" - I'm all for living life by the instincts of man, but if a woman is dressed provocatively, chances are she's just trying to get attention and not asking to be raped. That can contradict with one of the laws of LaVeyan Satanism of giving harm if harm is given to you (meaning if she were a member of the church, she would have every right to distill harm onto the man who raped her or tried raping her, because he was adhearing to the instincts of man, which is encouraged by the church).

When I first read the Satanic Bible, yeah I was surprised at how many parallels matched up with my own way of thinking. But the 2nd half of the book, is all black magic, and being Atheist, I don't believe in paranormal stuff like that (which is another reason why I won't commit).

Your face looks like a heel.

I think that you'd find the majority of people are with you with the military, which is why it's "support our troops" rather than "support our military." As for the psychos thing, it is disturbing, but you'll find that many of those people change for the better. I had a conversation with someone when working at Best Buy that had just come back from Afghanistan (he was looking for music he had missed while he was over sees) that said he joined to fight for our country and shoot people. He also said that when he got there, he realized that taking a life is one of the worst things someone can do. At the heart of all of us, I do believe there is humanity (though you'd never know it from being on the internet) and sometimes it takes being put in a horrible situation for someone to realize there's.

That's not to say sociopathy doesn't exist, because it very much does; I just believe that the majority of those who fall into the belief of glorifying murder aren't really as bad as they seem. Even most people who believe in the death penalty admit they wouldn't be willing or able to throw the switch themselves.

As for liberal/democrat conservative/republican, there's a major difference. Given my options, I'm a democrat, but I don't agree with all democratic platforms. I do, however, tend to lean on the liberal side of nearly every argument. Basically, I'd boil down the difference between liberal and conservative to be freedom vs. safety, but I'll admit that it's a very glib way to put it.

There's a difference between a conspiracy theorist and a truth seeker. A truth seeker questions reports, a conspiracy theorist refuses to believe them.

As for Benoit, I do believe it was murder/suicide. First off, when signs point to suicide (which they did from the crime scene without thorough investigation and from his cryptic text messages), investigations don't happen. Whether it's right or wrong, there just isn't enough man power to investigate everything. The thing most people ignore, though, is that Benoit's brain was that of an 80-year-old with Alzheimer's. Chances are, the murder of his wife happened while in a state of delirium. The next day, the son died, which makes me believe that he had already decided the outcome of his own life and their son, being special needs, wouldn't be able to get the attention he needs without a mother and father, making it a mercy killing in his eyes. The fact that the incident was spread out over three days with no signs of torture or binding is one of the main reasons suicide was ruled. If I am right about my theory, Benoit himself was also a victim, due to insanity-induced brain damage. Don't get me wrong, he's far less of a victim than Nancy and their son, but I don't think that him having brain damage makes him an evil person like the majority of people.

I'm able to come up with my own conclusion while taking in the facts, which is what makes me a truth-seeker rather than a conspiracy theorist. Saying the moon landing was fake despite every argument about that having been debunked is what makes people conspiracy theorists rather than truth-seekers.

Anyway, we should probably move on from this subject before we get this locked.

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