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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2015 13:58:16 GMT -5
Dang, all you guys a bunch a tortured souls! I feel bad for all of you.
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Post by Wicked on May 4, 2015 17:43:43 GMT -5
I probably should but I can't bring myself too. I've suffered from a lot of depression and I don't have the best family life. I am stupendously stressed as well with life..
I try to keep PMA all day but its hard..
Music, TV, Reading, Film, Wrestling and my pic fed keep me grounded.
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Post by Dante, The Voc on May 4, 2015 17:55:39 GMT -5
This is actually my first year since 2012 I haven't had to see a therapist during the school year. The past two years I've suffered a deal of depression and anxiety that landed by in mental health evalutions. I'm glad to say this year I haven't had any of those feelings
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2015 18:00:23 GMT -5
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Post by Wicked on May 4, 2015 18:01:15 GMT -5
I probably should but I can't bring myself too. I've suffered from a lot of depression and I don't have the best family life. I am stupendously stressed as well with life.. I try to keep PMA all day but its hard.. Music, TV, Reading, Film, Wrestling and my pic fed keep me grounded. I know it isn't healthy but I just bottle everything up and try to put it past me and not tell anybody. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2015 18:03:26 GMT -5
I probably should but I can't bring myself too. I've suffered from a lot of depression and I don't have the best family life. I am stupendously stressed as well with life.. I try to keep PMA all day but its hard.. Music, TV, Reading, Film, Wrestling and my pic fed keep me grounded. I know it isn't healthy but I just bottle everything up and try to put it past me and not tell anybody.This. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2015 18:03:44 GMT -5
I was supposed to see one. I was on the verge of suicide a couple of years back, a very dark place that I don't wish to revisit. There was a 6 month waiting list, and I got a phone call about 4 months in, and the woman on the phone was quite confrontational with me and said she was taking my name off of the list. Thankfully, I managed to get through it. What the... I just.... what? That's how they treat possibly suicidal people?  ing really? (Also I feel for you, I may or may not have a similar name and I may or may not have been on the verge of suicide a couple years back) |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2015 18:04:57 GMT -5
I probably should but I can't bring myself too. I've suffered from a lot of depression and I don't have the best family life. I am stupendously stressed as well with life.. I try to keep PMA all day but its hard.. Music, TV, Reading, Film, Wrestling and my pic fed keep me grounded. I know it isn't healthy but I just bottle everything up and try to put it past me and not tell anybody.Same here. Until the bottle fills and I flip out on people who don't deserve it. |
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Post by Wicked on May 4, 2015 18:05:02 GMT -5
I know it isn't healthy but I just bottle everything up and try to put it past me and not tell anybody.This. It's good to know I am not alone. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2015 18:05:45 GMT -5
It's good to know I am not alone. We'll get through it together buddy. |
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Post by Wicked on May 4, 2015 18:07:15 GMT -5
It's good to know I am not alone. We'll get through it together buddy. All for one and one for all. |
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2015 19:31:31 GMT -5
I was supposed to see one. I was on the verge of suicide a couple of years back, a very dark place that I don't wish to revisit. There was a 6 month waiting list, and I got a phone call about 4 months in, and the woman on the phone was quite confrontational with me and said she was taking my name off of the list. Thankfully, I managed to get through it. What the... I just.... what? That's how they treat possibly suicidal people? ing really? (Also I feel for you, I may or may not have a similar name and I may or may not have been on the verge of suicide a couple years back) That's the problem with only having one Hospital on this damn Island. My ex was the one who got me through it in the end. She's a super lady and one of my best friends. |
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Post by Wicked on May 4, 2015 20:09:10 GMT -5
TBH I used to be suicidal about 2-3 years ago. I tried to a couple times but I failed and eventually just got over it. I think I am feeling better, but I am still depressed to a lesser degree.
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Post by Deleted on May 4, 2015 22:29:51 GMT -5
Sometimes I wonder why people seem to get so much more depressed these days.
Though perhaps it was prevalent in the past as well, people just weren't as open.
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Post by @.@ Hempsterdance @.@ on May 4, 2015 23:21:46 GMT -5
I did wheb i was younger but hearing fromnother kids who saw him i realized i really didnt need to be there. one kid who was i think 10 or 12 and he was so violent that he beat his parents and could never have a pet. some of those kids were on crack and coke, all i had was an anger problem. After I left I found some ways to get over my anger and now im pretty peaceful almost 15 years later.
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Post by theMOESIAH on May 25, 2015 1:02:10 GMT -5
I see a counselor twice a month. It really helps. I can't recommend it highly enough.
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Post by BrIaNMeRcY on May 25, 2015 6:42:21 GMT -5
I probably should but I can't bring myself too. I've suffered from a lot of depression and I don't have the best family life. I am stupendously stressed as well with life.. I try to keep PMA all day but its hard.. Music, TV, Reading, Film, Wrestling and my pic fed keep me grounded. I know it isn't healthy but I just bottle everything up and try to put it past me and not tell anybody. I am with you on that last part. I have so much anger inside of me that if unleashed, nobody would be able to stop me. I keep it to myself. The more I think about what angers me, the more it pisses me off. I usually don't tell others what I am so angry about. I happen to live a private lifestyle. My mentality is, the less people know, the better. I don't seek professional help. Many people have told me I should. I tell them **** off. They won't understand me at all. Taking photos/videos and cooking are my two main forms of therapy. My photos get posted on Instagram and my videos go up on YouTube. |
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Post by King Silva on May 25, 2015 8:31:11 GMT -5
No although I recall going to one for a little while as a kid.
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Post by Deleted on May 25, 2015 13:02:41 GMT -5
Yeah, I was seeing one while I was in college, it really helped that I was able to talk to someone who understood what I was going through. I got lucky, my counselor was a lesbian and just like me, she didn't start dating women until her mid-late twenties and went through the same anxiety and stress that I was going through.
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Post by Deleted on May 26, 2015 10:11:48 GMT -5
I did and found out I'm clinically depressed. But, I refuse to take meds for it because I used to be so incredibly addicted to pills stemming from a car accident years ago. So, I just deal with it and as cliche as it sounds, I've found that Buddhism helps me out a lot. I don't practice it religiously, but it does tend to calm me down when I'm, well, down..
Seeking out help is something that I was totally against for years,as I thought it was a huge waste of time. But, in all actuality, talking to a stranger that has no preconceived notions about you really freakin helps.
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