Post by tnafan4life on Jan 28, 2008 15:11:42 GMT -5
Thursday, January 24, 2008
I’m in LOVE
Wrestlers are like Cowboys... Not easy to love and harder to hold. I believe that EVERYONE has a dark period in their life. Mine was for about 6 years. I was with someone from the age 13 till i was 23. Only to find out that I was being cheated on. Someone who I thought I was going to spend my life with...BOOM all over. THat is something that can really mess with your head.And what happened? For the next six years i took it out on everyone. I started drinking heavy, and I mean HEAVY, still being cheated on and now cheating myself, staying out late and never returning phone calls. Even with my ex we were like oil and water. I could say bad things about her, but why. Its the PAST and its not worth it. I wish I could have seen it earlier and maybe I could have stopped alot of heart ache. If one of us did something wrong the other would do something worse and make things even worse. I was a very horrible person to alot of good people. They say a zebra can't change their strips over night. To those people I tell them they are wrong. ANYTHING is possibe. I believe that GOD wanted to see if I could make it through very dark times. I did it, I made it through it GOD. And now he has rewarded me with this beautiful angel. I also believe that if you don't put a full closer on the past that it can come into you present relationship. And that is what happened to me. It almost ruined 1 of the greatest things that has happened to me. Thank GOD that it has been closed and WE can move on with our lives. The life and woman I have only dreamed of. He has been preparing me for this moment. For the last 3 months i have been so in love with CRYSTAL LOUTHAN. We have had so many memories just in the 3 months we have been together. Shes not only a great lover but also a great friend. Crystal is the lady i can see myself with for the rest of my life. Someone that I would want to settle down and have kids with someday. When i hear people say that they are "IT". Now I truely know what that means. I love everything about her. From her deformed tattoo to the way her eyes go crossed. HAHA (It's so cute). Even her flaws, she works so hard to overcome them. SO HARD. She makes me want to live everyday for HER. To be around her every min. To kiss and touch her is an honor for me. So from this day forward the PAST is the PAST and thats were it will stay. There is nothing that God, Crystal and I can't overcome. Sorry girls But, Crystal is my present and furture. I am so in love with this girl. Thank you God and Thank you Crystal. I LOVE YOU!!!
P.S... Advice I have learned the hard way..... NEVER LIE.....You will find its alot easier and STRESSFUL to just tell the truth. Peoples feelings are a big deal and you really dont understand it until you see the hurt on a beautiful girl's face. People have called me a son of a bitch but now I'm a very happy bitch.
Source: Storm's OFFICAL myspace page.
Awww. Storm's in love. Hey.. atleast he's got good taste.
I’m in LOVE
Wrestlers are like Cowboys... Not easy to love and harder to hold. I believe that EVERYONE has a dark period in their life. Mine was for about 6 years. I was with someone from the age 13 till i was 23. Only to find out that I was being cheated on. Someone who I thought I was going to spend my life with...BOOM all over. THat is something that can really mess with your head.And what happened? For the next six years i took it out on everyone. I started drinking heavy, and I mean HEAVY, still being cheated on and now cheating myself, staying out late and never returning phone calls. Even with my ex we were like oil and water. I could say bad things about her, but why. Its the PAST and its not worth it. I wish I could have seen it earlier and maybe I could have stopped alot of heart ache. If one of us did something wrong the other would do something worse and make things even worse. I was a very horrible person to alot of good people. They say a zebra can't change their strips over night. To those people I tell them they are wrong. ANYTHING is possibe. I believe that GOD wanted to see if I could make it through very dark times. I did it, I made it through it GOD. And now he has rewarded me with this beautiful angel. I also believe that if you don't put a full closer on the past that it can come into you present relationship. And that is what happened to me. It almost ruined 1 of the greatest things that has happened to me. Thank GOD that it has been closed and WE can move on with our lives. The life and woman I have only dreamed of. He has been preparing me for this moment. For the last 3 months i have been so in love with CRYSTAL LOUTHAN. We have had so many memories just in the 3 months we have been together. Shes not only a great lover but also a great friend. Crystal is the lady i can see myself with for the rest of my life. Someone that I would want to settle down and have kids with someday. When i hear people say that they are "IT". Now I truely know what that means. I love everything about her. From her deformed tattoo to the way her eyes go crossed. HAHA (It's so cute). Even her flaws, she works so hard to overcome them. SO HARD. She makes me want to live everyday for HER. To be around her every min. To kiss and touch her is an honor for me. So from this day forward the PAST is the PAST and thats were it will stay. There is nothing that God, Crystal and I can't overcome. Sorry girls But, Crystal is my present and furture. I am so in love with this girl. Thank you God and Thank you Crystal. I LOVE YOU!!!
P.S... Advice I have learned the hard way..... NEVER LIE.....You will find its alot easier and STRESSFUL to just tell the truth. Peoples feelings are a big deal and you really dont understand it until you see the hurt on a beautiful girl's face. People have called me a son of a bitch but now I'm a very happy bitch.
Source: Storm's OFFICAL myspace page.
Awww. Storm's in love. Hey.. atleast he's got good taste.
