No enthusiasm for anything anymore..

im at the same point bro.

the thought crossed my mind that no matter what, some day its all gonna end. whether that be my mortal existence or the life of the planet.

my mom unexpectedly passed away almost two years ago and ever since then life hasnt been what it used to be. i am plagued by the thoughts of DEATH, DYING, and nonexistence. there are little patches of time, my mind is able to wander away from it, but i suffer from clinical depression anyways, so i guess thats just how im gonna be.
all you gotta worry about is just keeping your mind completely occupied. you cant just sit around and think about stuff, your only gonna drive yourself mad that way. you need to be around people or playing video games or writing stories or doodling.

thats kinda why i got back into figure collecting. my therapist said that sometimes i need to push society and others away and just do things that i enjoy doing. two or three times a week i will shut off my phone, and either sit down and play my guitar or watch old wrestling videos, or bust out my figs and play out a show..

the fact of the matter is simply this. life sucks. no matter what way you cut it, many aspects of life suck. people suck. YOU are the only one that can justify your existence. YOU are the only one that can turn a bad day into a good day, life is what YOU make it.

I was talking to my mom about this and she did mention that. I appreciate all the responses guys, I dont really go out anymore as the people i used to hang out with have just stopped coming out.

I went through the same exact thing. It's really bad depression, if it doesn't go away or you aren't able to fix it yourself, I highly suggest seeing a therapist and/or a psychiatrist. I'm not trying to be cute or funny, I'm being serious. Like I said, I went through the same thing and it became a serious issue so I had to seek professional help. I still get depressed here and there, but it's a lot better than it used to be.

I'm sorry to hear that. I sometimes get a bit depressed and stressed out around the holidays. I tend to get over it really quickly though. All I can say is hang in there

I've felt like you before, I just think positively and try to keep my mind occupied.

I get this, the weird thing is I got it right before a family friend died in January last year.

I havent had it as bad as that since but if I think about anything to do with death in a serious way then I really spook myself.

I havent really got any suggestions to get over it, it will pass is all I can say. Just ease back a bit in life, laugh at crap jokes, think about yourself as a better you in your head. Nostalgia it up, I found watching old dvds of things from my childhood always cheers me up cos it reminds me of when I was just happy in life and had nothing to worry about at all.

I think everyone experiences thoughts about their own mortality, and the mortality of others, especially your loved ones. It's something that can really eat away your thoughts. I, like yourself went through a period of time where my mind was occupied quite a bit by thoughts similar to those that you are having. However, you need to realize that your mortality, and especially others mortality is beyond your control. If you sit there and worry, or try to prepare for life's events, you're just wasting your time. Live in the moment, enjoy life for what it is, and then worry about it when that unfortunate time rolls around.