Post by ZMaster on Feb 17, 2014 20:29:23 GMT -5
The story of my run is one that is going in flames. It has been a disaster and yet I keep going. It seems that it must be part of the punishment that I have been given. All this time away has shown that perhaps like I thought it needs to end. My run in WFWF is coming closer to the end. Unlike other people, I actually embrace it as it means it will be over. The torment and the failure will come to a complete halt. No longer am I the ZMaster of the past. I am now ZMaster, the one who seems to have lost it all.
The corridor had become visible as it had silver bricks built sturdy and stable. There were pictures framed there just for decoration. There had been some candles lit so that it did not appear to be complete darkness. The one known as ZMaster had become visible. He had been with a great deal of frustration and it appeared to be that he was breaking and was on the verge of a mental breakdown. It was eating him up alive as it was beginning to irritate him that he could not win anymore.
"I can’t believe I’m still here," ZMaster thought to himself. "My return to the WFWF has been nothing but a disaster. After losing to Devilkiller, it is becoming even clearer that I must step down for good. I continue to show that I have becoming nothing more than a shadow. I no longer have the skills I once had as they had been lost."
His expression of once being calm now had shown various levels of frustration. He had gone thorugh it as he had attempted to clear his mind but it had failed as the losses had been piling on. More like the feeling of it being like salt in an open wound. He walked through the room as it is very long. He continues to think about everything from the challenge that has been thrown out and accepted to what is in front of him.
"I get challenged at Super Brawl and now this," ZMaster thought. "I must be a glutton for punishment because I keep going out there everytime and being beaten each time. I love the competition but it’s been frustrating to say the least. I have yet to win and already have doubts. No matter how many times I go out there, it seems that now I can’t even get one victory. Given the route that has been going on and the pattern, I have to wonder if I can even beat anyone."
The seven foot WFWF superstar had paused in walking to the end of the room. It had been a moment of thinking. He had seen the candles continue to be lit up as if they had just been that way. He knew he had to compete as he realized soon enough he would face someone of his past. After a few minutes, he decided to start going forward as there was no turning back.
"We meet after a long time, Thunder," ZMaster said. "We’ve fought before and obviously things have changed. I haven’t forgotten about our battles but it’s not those times. You’re more skilled than you had been in the past. You’ve evolved yourself and it has shown. You are not the same one I had fought all those years ago. You’ve improved."
While he had tried to mask his feelings, it still showed up as he still had some doubts. No longer was he confident in his own abilities as he has felt they had declined at a sharp rate. He continued and then stopped to look at one picture. It was framed and was nothing more than a road block. It was a warning to stop. Seeing it had continued those thoughts but had decided to press forward regardless.
"I have been a shadow or even worse, a failure for this run," ZMaster thought grimly. "I have to be ready regardless but it just seems to get harder to compete. I’ve lost a lot of steps or perhaps it was because the competition was different and had been unable to evolve myself."
As he continued going forward, his thoughts had stopped on the moment of doubt. He had remembered that he had a fight coming up with Thunder. Though he felt like it was going to happen, he had not been sure that he could do this anymore.
"You’ve not been forgotten at all Thunder," ZMaster said."I know our past but it is just that, the past and nothing more. It is not the same. We are both not the same as we once were. I have nothing to lose. Everything that had been with me before is nothing but a distant memory."
ZMaster had made his declaration as the intention has been rather clear. He will compete against Thunder on Revolution but there is some doubt. With each loss, is it becoming clearer that he needs to step away for good before it is too late? Can he finally get one victory before leaving or he is destined to look at this run as nothing more than a complete and utter failure? All this and more can be answered as ZMaster faces off with Thunder on Revolution as he walks away through the corridor. Everything had faded into complete and utter darkness.
The corridor had become visible as it had silver bricks built sturdy and stable. There were pictures framed there just for decoration. There had been some candles lit so that it did not appear to be complete darkness. The one known as ZMaster had become visible. He had been with a great deal of frustration and it appeared to be that he was breaking and was on the verge of a mental breakdown. It was eating him up alive as it was beginning to irritate him that he could not win anymore.
"I can’t believe I’m still here," ZMaster thought to himself. "My return to the WFWF has been nothing but a disaster. After losing to Devilkiller, it is becoming even clearer that I must step down for good. I continue to show that I have becoming nothing more than a shadow. I no longer have the skills I once had as they had been lost."
His expression of once being calm now had shown various levels of frustration. He had gone thorugh it as he had attempted to clear his mind but it had failed as the losses had been piling on. More like the feeling of it being like salt in an open wound. He walked through the room as it is very long. He continues to think about everything from the challenge that has been thrown out and accepted to what is in front of him.
"I get challenged at Super Brawl and now this," ZMaster thought. "I must be a glutton for punishment because I keep going out there everytime and being beaten each time. I love the competition but it’s been frustrating to say the least. I have yet to win and already have doubts. No matter how many times I go out there, it seems that now I can’t even get one victory. Given the route that has been going on and the pattern, I have to wonder if I can even beat anyone."
The seven foot WFWF superstar had paused in walking to the end of the room. It had been a moment of thinking. He had seen the candles continue to be lit up as if they had just been that way. He knew he had to compete as he realized soon enough he would face someone of his past. After a few minutes, he decided to start going forward as there was no turning back.
"We meet after a long time, Thunder," ZMaster said. "We’ve fought before and obviously things have changed. I haven’t forgotten about our battles but it’s not those times. You’re more skilled than you had been in the past. You’ve evolved yourself and it has shown. You are not the same one I had fought all those years ago. You’ve improved."
While he had tried to mask his feelings, it still showed up as he still had some doubts. No longer was he confident in his own abilities as he has felt they had declined at a sharp rate. He continued and then stopped to look at one picture. It was framed and was nothing more than a road block. It was a warning to stop. Seeing it had continued those thoughts but had decided to press forward regardless.
"I have been a shadow or even worse, a failure for this run," ZMaster thought grimly. "I have to be ready regardless but it just seems to get harder to compete. I’ve lost a lot of steps or perhaps it was because the competition was different and had been unable to evolve myself."
As he continued going forward, his thoughts had stopped on the moment of doubt. He had remembered that he had a fight coming up with Thunder. Though he felt like it was going to happen, he had not been sure that he could do this anymore.
"You’ve not been forgotten at all Thunder," ZMaster said."I know our past but it is just that, the past and nothing more. It is not the same. We are both not the same as we once were. I have nothing to lose. Everything that had been with me before is nothing but a distant memory."
ZMaster had made his declaration as the intention has been rather clear. He will compete against Thunder on Revolution but there is some doubt. With each loss, is it becoming clearer that he needs to step away for good before it is too late? Can he finally get one victory before leaving or he is destined to look at this run as nothing more than a complete and utter failure? All this and more can be answered as ZMaster faces off with Thunder on Revolution as he walks away through the corridor. Everything had faded into complete and utter darkness.
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ooc: I wanted to post now while I had a chance. Given that I will be classes in a few days, I won't be able to show up as much. As far as Super Brawl, I will be there for that but it will be my last event for sure and will try to go out with a bang instead of a whimper. Not sure if my best or worst but it's different and was more of an experiment to see if I can slightly alter the way I've written my RPs.
