Post by Revvie® on Apr 8, 2008 14:34:32 GMT -5
Storyline: God Complex
Chapter: Forever Faithless
Part: 2 of 4
Role-play: Apokalupsis Eschaton
Chapter: Forever Faithless
Part: 2 of 4
Role-play: Apokalupsis Eschaton
::::::::{L}{O}{S}{T}{P}{R}{O}{P}{H}{E}{T}::::::::
I can’t begin to make you all understand what is really going on around you. I have found through much of my studies that things are not quite as I first thought they were. Heaven and Hell is all a figment of your imagination but don’t be fooled the truth is far worse then the fiction that you read. My time is limited to write all this down; true moments are rare once the change happens.
I am hoping that with all this that I can bring realization long past my time to someone out there. Embracing what I will tell you will take more then just strength of mind but strength of soul. Heaven and Hell is here, among us right now.
::::::::{L}{O}{S}{T}{P}{R}{O}{P}{H}{E}{T}::::::::
I gazed about the scenes that lie outside, illness had stricken the land. I knew not at first what was among us but as time passed I could not escape the truth. I wished for ignorance once again but it came not. Moans and crying continued as I cringed with each shriek of another fallen. But we are all of the fallen, all forgotten. Better to be forgotten then remembered. I struggled to hold myself still, nerves were long past stable; I sat down hoping to gain a little control. It started with the voice and worked into your mind and then you would eventually collapse.
“Thud…Thud, Thud.”
My head twisted and met with the door, there was a howling in the air. I pondered if I should push myself to the door to open it or not. I did so but with much contempt, moving had become a struggle as time passed. I grip the handled as it thudded again, then in one quick movement; I released the door and peered at who stood before me. It was my neighbor Joshua; he was a bear of man with a frame of a god. His body stood strong but his eyes had wore thin of there original pride. He fell to his knees at my feet, sobbing. It is a pitiful sight to see one once of great integrity fall so far as to the ground before another man. “Please Father; is there nothing God can do for us? What have we done so cruel that he would send my only son to the dirt so early?” I didn’t have answer, not one he wanted at least. I knew all too well why and where God truly was but I dared not infringe on his hopes that God would redeem him in the end.
I was quiet for a moment longer before calling on old beliefs in hopes of comforting him. “God has his reasons; sometimes we will not always be privy to the whys until later. He must sometimes humble us to make us stronger in the faith.”
“But must he do so to such a young child for my indiscretions? Must he also wish to take my one love Elena as well? What have I done so vial that he must take so much from me, I have done nothing deserving of this.” He voice went out into a wail of tears and sorrow. I could do nothing more for him, nor did I care to. This world was not as I once understood it and I knew not how to reach those who might understand. I just held hope that one day I would find someone that would relate. Hell on earth, I laughed on the inside, if only they truly knew what that phrase meant.
I can’t begin to make you all understand what is really going on around you. I have found through much of my studies that things are not quite as I first thought they were. Heaven and Hell is all a figment of your imagination but don’t be fooled the truth is far worse then the fiction that you read. My time is limited to write all this down; true moments are rare once the change happens.
I am hoping that with all this that I can bring realization long past my time to someone out there. Embracing what I will tell you will take more then just strength of mind but strength of soul. Heaven and Hell is here, among us right now.
::::::::{L}{O}{S}{T}{P}{R}{O}{P}{H}{E}{T}::::::::
I gazed about the scenes that lie outside, illness had stricken the land. I knew not at first what was among us but as time passed I could not escape the truth. I wished for ignorance once again but it came not. Moans and crying continued as I cringed with each shriek of another fallen. But we are all of the fallen, all forgotten. Better to be forgotten then remembered. I struggled to hold myself still, nerves were long past stable; I sat down hoping to gain a little control. It started with the voice and worked into your mind and then you would eventually collapse.
“Thud…Thud, Thud.”
My head twisted and met with the door, there was a howling in the air. I pondered if I should push myself to the door to open it or not. I did so but with much contempt, moving had become a struggle as time passed. I grip the handled as it thudded again, then in one quick movement; I released the door and peered at who stood before me. It was my neighbor Joshua; he was a bear of man with a frame of a god. His body stood strong but his eyes had wore thin of there original pride. He fell to his knees at my feet, sobbing. It is a pitiful sight to see one once of great integrity fall so far as to the ground before another man. “Please Father; is there nothing God can do for us? What have we done so cruel that he would send my only son to the dirt so early?” I didn’t have answer, not one he wanted at least. I knew all too well why and where God truly was but I dared not infringe on his hopes that God would redeem him in the end.
I was quiet for a moment longer before calling on old beliefs in hopes of comforting him. “God has his reasons; sometimes we will not always be privy to the whys until later. He must sometimes humble us to make us stronger in the faith.”
“But must he do so to such a young child for my indiscretions? Must he also wish to take my one love Elena as well? What have I done so vial that he must take so much from me, I have done nothing deserving of this.” He voice went out into a wail of tears and sorrow. I could do nothing more for him, nor did I care to. This world was not as I once understood it and I knew not how to reach those who might understand. I just held hope that one day I would find someone that would relate. Hell on earth, I laughed on the inside, if only they truly knew what that phrase meant.
