Post by kaymack00 on Jan 21, 2007 15:04:18 GMT -5
I gradually open my eyes to feel my head still throbbing. As I lift up I see Smokey sound asleep at the foot of the bed. I rise up and grab the Tylenol and drink off my bed stand. I pop a few Tylenol in my mouth and take a swig of my coke. I settle back down into the bed and gaze up at the ceiling for awhile. Smokey lifts her head and jumps up at the sight of me awake. “Are you hungry nokey?” “Come on, I’ll feed you.” I get up slowly and walk into the kitchen; I pick up the cat food and pour it into her bowl. I grab a banana off the table, staggered into the living room and flop down on the couch. By the time I turn on the T.V. the phone begins ringing; I lean over the couch and grab the cordless phone.
Kira: Ya?
Cole: Hey, uh Kira, Do you think we could talk, it’s kind of important.
Kira: Um…sure, do you want to come here or go out somewhere..?
Cole: I think it would be best if I just come over; it’s private and a little complicated.
Kira: Well alright, you know where I live right?
Cole: Ya, I sure do. I’ll be over in a few….Talk to you then.
Kira: K, Later.
My mind fumbles with thoughts. What could be so important, that it couldn’t wait until are next appointment. I get up rapidly and head to my bedroom; I grab a pair of jeans from my dresser and a shirt out of the closet. As I am getting dressed the doorbell rings. I finish pulling up my pants and butting them then run to the door. I open the door to see him staring at the ground. I couldn’t help but to see he was nervous.
Kira: Hey! Come on in.
I give him a quick hug to try and calm him. He follows me into the living room and sets next to me on the couch. He looks up, but doesn’t meet eyes with me.
Kira: Do you want something to drink?
Cole: No, no that’s alright, I’m fine.
Kira: Oh, ok then.
Then seemed to be the longest akward silence I’ve had to sit through in awhile.
Cole: Um…Well…How’s everything going?
Kira: Well good yet bad at the same d*mn time.
I laugh a bit and he smiles, yet he still won’t look me straight in the eyes.
Cole: Tell me then, what’s good for you?
Kira: I won my match! I’m soo happy about it.
Cole: That’s wonderful Kira, guess you didn’t have to get so worked up about it then.
I snickered a little.
Kira: Ya, going into the hospital and all….Oh, well sh*t happens.
Cole: You have me stumped, what could be so bad if you won your match?
Kira: Well after the match was over I was walking into the locker room and some c*nt came up behind me and punched me in the back of the head. Now I have a hell of a headache, but don’t worry she will get hers, I have a match against her this week.
Cole: Oh, that is horrible Kira. Are you sure you’re alright?
Kira: Ya just pissed off more than anything.
Cole: So who exactly are you going against this week, some c*nt really doesn’t tell me.
My eyes widened just hearing him say c*nt, it sounded hilarious when he said it. He is my therapist; He isn’t supposed to say things of that nature. He always has to be positive.
Kira: It’s against Mia Porter.
Cole: Oh, I see. Do you think you can win?
Kira: As pissed off as I am right now I don’t know how I could lose.
He was still talking, but I have stopped listening…he hasn’t told me what was so d*mn important, the reason he came over. I interrupted him in midsentence.
Kira: I would really enjoy if you told me what was so important, because it’s really bothering me.
His face went blank and it seemed if all the blood had ran out of his face. He took a deep breath and held it for a second. When he blew out he finally looked into my eyes.
Cole: Kira, this is really hard for me…. And I know I’m supposed to keep a doctor patient relationship. But I can’t help it anymore, I really like you. I feel stupid now and I’m sure you have no feelings for me, but I had to get it out.
My mouth drop’s open, I am completely stunned at what he has just said.
Kira: Wow….. I wasn’t expecting that.
Cole: I didn’t think you would, but if you would like…I would love to take you out sometime.
Kira: Cole, I’m sorry but you’re going to have to give me a little time to think and register what just happened, but I will be sure to call you as soon as I can put my thoughts together.
Cole: Ya, sure…Well I think I’m going to get out of here, give you some time by yourself.
He rose off the couch and headed for the front door, I followed him closely. He opened the door and turned back to face me.
Cole: I really hope you considerate my offer….I’ll talk to you later when you call.
Kira: Ya…talk to you then, bye.
He walks out of the door, gets into his car, backs off and he is gone within seconds. I gradually close the door and lock it. I sink onto the floor trying to figure out what to do. I sit there for a long while but nothing seems to happen in my head. I walk back into my bedroom and strip to my bra and underwear climb into the bed and huddle up against my pillow. My head begins pounding with pain again, so I turn over and close my eyes tightly. Before I knew it I was almost sleeping, guess more like daydreaming. I just hope I can come up with an answer soon, I can’t help but to feel bad for making him wait.
Kira: Ya?
Cole: Hey, uh Kira, Do you think we could talk, it’s kind of important.
Kira: Um…sure, do you want to come here or go out somewhere..?
Cole: I think it would be best if I just come over; it’s private and a little complicated.
Kira: Well alright, you know where I live right?
Cole: Ya, I sure do. I’ll be over in a few….Talk to you then.
Kira: K, Later.
My mind fumbles with thoughts. What could be so important, that it couldn’t wait until are next appointment. I get up rapidly and head to my bedroom; I grab a pair of jeans from my dresser and a shirt out of the closet. As I am getting dressed the doorbell rings. I finish pulling up my pants and butting them then run to the door. I open the door to see him staring at the ground. I couldn’t help but to see he was nervous.
Kira: Hey! Come on in.
I give him a quick hug to try and calm him. He follows me into the living room and sets next to me on the couch. He looks up, but doesn’t meet eyes with me.
Kira: Do you want something to drink?
Cole: No, no that’s alright, I’m fine.
Kira: Oh, ok then.
Then seemed to be the longest akward silence I’ve had to sit through in awhile.
Cole: Um…Well…How’s everything going?
Kira: Well good yet bad at the same d*mn time.
I laugh a bit and he smiles, yet he still won’t look me straight in the eyes.
Cole: Tell me then, what’s good for you?
Kira: I won my match! I’m soo happy about it.
Cole: That’s wonderful Kira, guess you didn’t have to get so worked up about it then.
I snickered a little.
Kira: Ya, going into the hospital and all….Oh, well sh*t happens.
Cole: You have me stumped, what could be so bad if you won your match?
Kira: Well after the match was over I was walking into the locker room and some c*nt came up behind me and punched me in the back of the head. Now I have a hell of a headache, but don’t worry she will get hers, I have a match against her this week.
Cole: Oh, that is horrible Kira. Are you sure you’re alright?
Kira: Ya just pissed off more than anything.
Cole: So who exactly are you going against this week, some c*nt really doesn’t tell me.
My eyes widened just hearing him say c*nt, it sounded hilarious when he said it. He is my therapist; He isn’t supposed to say things of that nature. He always has to be positive.
Kira: It’s against Mia Porter.
Cole: Oh, I see. Do you think you can win?
Kira: As pissed off as I am right now I don’t know how I could lose.
He was still talking, but I have stopped listening…he hasn’t told me what was so d*mn important, the reason he came over. I interrupted him in midsentence.
Kira: I would really enjoy if you told me what was so important, because it’s really bothering me.
His face went blank and it seemed if all the blood had ran out of his face. He took a deep breath and held it for a second. When he blew out he finally looked into my eyes.
Cole: Kira, this is really hard for me…. And I know I’m supposed to keep a doctor patient relationship. But I can’t help it anymore, I really like you. I feel stupid now and I’m sure you have no feelings for me, but I had to get it out.
My mouth drop’s open, I am completely stunned at what he has just said.
Kira: Wow….. I wasn’t expecting that.
Cole: I didn’t think you would, but if you would like…I would love to take you out sometime.
Kira: Cole, I’m sorry but you’re going to have to give me a little time to think and register what just happened, but I will be sure to call you as soon as I can put my thoughts together.
Cole: Ya, sure…Well I think I’m going to get out of here, give you some time by yourself.
He rose off the couch and headed for the front door, I followed him closely. He opened the door and turned back to face me.
Cole: I really hope you considerate my offer….I’ll talk to you later when you call.
Kira: Ya…talk to you then, bye.
He walks out of the door, gets into his car, backs off and he is gone within seconds. I gradually close the door and lock it. I sink onto the floor trying to figure out what to do. I sit there for a long while but nothing seems to happen in my head. I walk back into my bedroom and strip to my bra and underwear climb into the bed and huddle up against my pillow. My head begins pounding with pain again, so I turn over and close my eyes tightly. Before I knew it I was almost sleeping, guess more like daydreaming. I just hope I can come up with an answer soon, I can’t help but to feel bad for making him wait.