Post by Joey T on Feb 18, 2007 20:50:34 GMT -5
So, I've reached a point where wrestling just isn't fun anymore. I haven't been excited about it in a long time. It seems like more of a chore than anything. I've been toying with the idea of just calling it quits all together for a few weeks now, but I just keep telling myself maybe it will get better. Because, honestly, without it, I have no idea where I would be. I can't imagine myself without wrestling, but if things keep going this way, I can't imagine myself staying with it.
I don't have as much fun as I used to, and in my matches I find myself more lost than anything. I have no desire to go out and wrestle my heart out anymore. Wrestling is all I care about, but at the same time, I don't give a crap about it.
It's a weird feeling, but I've been having it for awhile. I've tried to avoid this topic, because I'm sure most of you are thinking "who the is Joey Tornado to have these feelings" and "Oh, not going to shows must be REALLY stressful." But, I don't care, I don't know what else to do. I'm reaching out to you guys, as friends, as peers, as anything.
Have any of you ever had this feeling? Do you still? What did you do? I'm looking for anything to help me.
The FSW Traveling Car of Ghey will be able to run in full effect this March. Unfortunatly, we won't be starting at WrestleFezt, even though I would like nothing more in the world for it to. I understand at this point, nobody in PA wants me near there shows, and yes I deserve that, so, I will be staying up here for the time being, in which I owe Drew a million thank you's for caring about me and my fed, and being understanding and more than willing to give us our shot. Maybe, after I get back the respect I lost from all of you, someone in PA may give me another chance. Maybe once I start going to more shows and meeting new people, it will get fun again. But, if it stays the same, then, I don't know what I'm gonna do.
I don't have as much fun as I used to, and in my matches I find myself more lost than anything. I have no desire to go out and wrestle my heart out anymore. Wrestling is all I care about, but at the same time, I don't give a crap about it.
It's a weird feeling, but I've been having it for awhile. I've tried to avoid this topic, because I'm sure most of you are thinking "who the is Joey Tornado to have these feelings" and "Oh, not going to shows must be REALLY stressful." But, I don't care, I don't know what else to do. I'm reaching out to you guys, as friends, as peers, as anything.
Have any of you ever had this feeling? Do you still? What did you do? I'm looking for anything to help me.
The FSW Traveling Car of Ghey will be able to run in full effect this March. Unfortunatly, we won't be starting at WrestleFezt, even though I would like nothing more in the world for it to. I understand at this point, nobody in PA wants me near there shows, and yes I deserve that, so, I will be staying up here for the time being, in which I owe Drew a million thank you's for caring about me and my fed, and being understanding and more than willing to give us our shot. Maybe, after I get back the respect I lost from all of you, someone in PA may give me another chance. Maybe once I start going to more shows and meeting new people, it will get fun again. But, if it stays the same, then, I don't know what I'm gonna do.