Deleted
Joined on: Nov 14, 2024 8:44:37 GMT -5
Posts: 0
|
Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2012 22:17:04 GMT -5
i just copied from my facebook status "just got word that my grandpa just passed away,he had been battling stage 4 cancer. i am numb, hes had it for several months we knew it would happen, in a way it helped prepare me for this but i dont think it has sunk in just yet. i am his only grandkid to go to college,so that puts a pretty big burden on my back and take it that way to do the best i can, i push myself because of that. i get my love of politics and history from him and could always talk about that with him when we got to see him,he was usually the only one who cared about those things i know he was in pain and in a way im glad hes not hurting and suffering anymore,and he is now in heaven. i didnt go and see him this weekend because i couldnt see him in that bad of shape. i didnt want that to be the last image of my grandpa i see. so if i am kinda distant and spacey around campus thats why. i dont mean to be pushy or mad or distant but thats how i usually deal with things. this is the first major death in my family that has effected me personally. i cant even hardly see the screen while im typing" he was the only grandpa i knew,my dads dad abandon his family so my moms dad grandpa jack was the only one i had. this is extremely hard if you are going to be a dick dont even post i dont want to deal with any of you mother  ers tonight. |
|
Deleted
Joined on: Nov 14, 2024 8:44:37 GMT -5
Posts: 0
|
Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2012 22:20:48 GMT -5
Sorry for your loss man.
|
|
|
|
Post by drifter on Sept 19, 2012 22:21:20 GMT -5
Sorry to hear. Always hard to lose a grandparent, especially when you were close. Lost both my grandfather's when I was real young, but lost my last grandmother, almost two years ago, this December.
I get what you're talking about, not wanting to see him in pain. The last time I saw my grandmother, was the Thanksgiving before she died, and she was fine. After that, she was in the hospital, and I couldn't bring myself to visit, because she wasn't herself, and I wanted my last memory of her, as I always remembered her. The numb feeling is normal, but trust me, at one point it will really hit you and hit you hard.
|
|
|
|
Post by Brad on Sept 19, 2012 22:26:04 GMT -5
Sorry to hear about your loss man.
|
|
Deleted
Joined on: Nov 14, 2024 8:44:37 GMT -5
Posts: 0
|
Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2012 22:35:19 GMT -5
Sorry to hear. Always hard to lose a grandparent, especially when you were close. Lost both my grandfather's when I was real young, but lost my last grandmother, almost two years ago, this December. I get what you're talking about, not wanting to see him in pain. The last time I saw my grandmother, was the Thanksgiving before she died, and she was fine. After that, she was in the hospital, and I couldn't bring myself to visit, because she wasn't herself, and I wanted my last memory of her, as I always remembered her. The numb feeling is normal, but trust me, at one point it will really hit you and hit you hard. its hit me, i typed that about an hour ago on FB i havnt stopped crying. im at college inmy dorm,my makeup is screwed up and i dont give a . |
|
|
|
Post by ultimateenigma on Sept 19, 2012 22:38:32 GMT -5
oh man this sucks to hear. just remember that he is in a better place and he is in no pain now. i know this is a really tough time for you know, but you will get through it. R.I.P
|
|
|
|
Post by drifter on Sept 19, 2012 22:42:08 GMT -5
Sorry to hear. Always hard to lose a grandparent, especially when you were close. Lost both my grandfather's when I was real young, but lost my last grandmother, almost two years ago, this December. I get what you're talking about, not wanting to see him in pain. The last time I saw my grandmother, was the Thanksgiving before she died, and she was fine. After that, she was in the hospital, and I couldn't bring myself to visit, because she wasn't herself, and I wanted my last memory of her, as I always remembered her. The numb feeling is normal, but trust me, at one point it will really hit you and hit you hard. its hit me, i typed that about an hour ago on FB i havnt stopped crying. im at college inmy dorm,my makeup is screwed up and i dont give a . I remember hearing once, a statement that I can understand. While, yes, you should be sad, be a tiny bit happy about the sadness. He had to be a good grandfather, and person to be able to make you this sad of his loss. And be happy you got to have him in your life for as long as you did too. |
|
Deleted
Joined on: Nov 14, 2024 8:44:37 GMT -5
Posts: 0
|
Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2012 22:43:55 GMT -5
its hit me, i typed that about an hour ago on FB i havnt stopped crying. im at college inmy dorm,my makeup is screwed up and i dont give a . I remember hearing once, a statement that I can understand. While, yes, you should be sad, be a tiny bit happy about the sadness. He had to be a good grandfather, and person to be able to make you this sad of his loss. And be happy you got to have him in your life for as long as you did too. |
|
Deleted
Joined on: Nov 14, 2024 8:44:37 GMT -5
Posts: 0
|
Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2012 22:52:53 GMT -5
Atleast you got the amount of years you did with him. Both of my Grandpas, and one of my Grandmas, died before I was ever born. The one I have is the only Grandparent I've ever know.
Sorry for your loss. Try to be happy for the time you did have with him.
|
|
dai1yut
Superstar
Joined on: Nov 30, 2007 17:19:36 GMT -5
Posts: 906
|
Post by dai1yut on Sept 19, 2012 22:59:51 GMT -5
hey sry to hear bout ur lost!! last yr i lost my dad to cancer too. it was tough but knowin he is pain free helped a lot but it is difficult to cope with.. wish nothin but the best for you bud hang in there
|
|
Deleted
Joined on: Nov 14, 2024 8:44:37 GMT -5
Posts: 0
|
Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2012 23:01:32 GMT -5
thanks for all the kind words guys, sometime you guys are ers and sometimes you all can help out. thats why ive been here since 2004 lmao |
|
|
|
Post by King Silva on Sept 19, 2012 23:01:48 GMT -5
That is horrible. I know how you feel since I myself lost my grandpa 3 weeks ago [it was more out of the blue though]. Hang in there; it will be rough for a while but eventually things have to get better.  |
|
|
|
Post by KeBen Owens on Sept 19, 2012 23:02:18 GMT -5
My condolences to you and your family. He's at peace now. Be strong and remember the good times. Sorry for your loss, man.
|
|
Deleted
Joined on: Nov 14, 2024 8:44:37 GMT -5
Posts: 0
|
Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2012 23:14:43 GMT -5
I'm sorry to hear about that man.
|
|
|
|
Post by Sully© on Sept 19, 2012 23:47:59 GMT -5
All I can say is I lost my Grandmother last week, and she died of stage 3 Lung cancer. Some hard crapyou're going through man but just think positive, he's not feeling pain anymore.
|
|
Mr Wrestling Jr.
Main Eventer
Joined on: Sept 6, 2010 7:07:35 GMT -5
Posts: 3,410
|
Post by Mr Wrestling Jr. on Sept 20, 2012 0:47:48 GMT -5
Sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my Grandpa to cancer six years ago. I hope you and your family will be okay during this time. May he R.I.P
|
|
|
|
Post by /X Metal Sorenges x "Mac Oh J~ on Sept 20, 2012 6:28:17 GMT -5
I'm sure it was incredibly tough to hold the burden of your grandfather's death on your shoulders. Resmisence about the good moments you had with him and you will see that your grandfather is now a peace, he no longer needs to circum to the many things that holds such a major impact on the world. Despair, Anguish, Insanity etc, think of it as a new world to reimburse for all of his regrets for the better. You would want the best for your grandfather im sure.
|
|
|
|
Post by charabro on Sept 20, 2012 6:51:49 GMT -5
Sorry to hear that, I lost my grandpa back in 05 and man it was ing tough. I remember you saying he gave you motivation to go to collage unlike the rest of your family. You can get through it man. |
|
|
|
Post by JC Motors on Sept 20, 2012 10:42:00 GMT -5
My thoughts are with you. I lost both sides of my grandparents. It's hard sometimes
|
|
|
|
Post by fallbrawl on Sept 20, 2012 12:18:36 GMT -5
Sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my grandpa about a month ago. I am still not over the fact that he is gone. I still wake up in the middle of the night and cry for what seems like no reason. Hang in there man it will get better.
|
|
